yo, wassup

You know what’s funny? Haven’t blogged for so long that I ACTUALLY FORGOT MY USERNAME AND PASSWORD here. HAHAHA AND OMGGGG

Well anyway, I’m not so much into new contents and updates, the Tita in me cannot understand how this new WordPress layout works. lol What are blocks and why did they add it on the current layout? For the life of me, I just cannot fathom.

So what’s new? Hmmmmm…. I’ve been quite busy with residency training these days and I still am not quite sure as to whether I like it or not. There are down days and happy days, it just so happen that these days are not so bright. I’ve had a lot of mishaps recently and my heart ain’t happy about it to say the least. But looking at the silver lining, I guess everyone has those days, right? I’m here to learn and learn I must do! Before I know it, the three years has ended and I’m on my way to conquering the world one child at a time. lol

If there’s a few things this experience is teaching me, it’ll be resilience, character and faith. Resilience and strength that I can push through beyond my limits; great character and care despite and in spite all the tiredness and sadness by this career; and lastly, faith in oneself, and the Almighty that I can do all these and be of service to others whilst keeping and not losing myself in the process. On a daily basis, I keep reminding myself “kaya mo yan. Kayang kaya mo yan.”. No one has even the slightest idea as to how many times I’ve said this line to myself BUT I will push through, I will carry on, and I will be better. I guess that’s the best way to look at this. I will be better. Mishaps, no problem. I will be better in the future. 

Photo on 16-10-2019 at 4.39 PM

bare-faced pic of this sick damsel who took a day-off from work

Also something new: I bought a new laptop. Hihi. Here’s to hoping I get to share many many more years and memories with this thang. (cos it cost me a fortune and my savings went down the drain. lol)

 

Love and light,

♥edz